It's been some time, but i guess when i say im a man of few words, i truly meant that i dont express myself much, not that i dont talk much.
jus taking a bit of time to come to this space and read through all that i have written before, and i agree, maybe i should write more.

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It's been 13 mths.

maybe 13 isn't such a good number.
Prolly the toughest mth so far.
but we will survive.
that's what partners do.
we pull through.

maybe sometimes in the world of double standards, we just need to take a step back and try to balance out the perspectives.
hopefully everything can just balance out like a mathematical equation, that way, it can be logically explained and solved. (this sentence is just a joke, just saying)

sometimes in life, you just feel so alone because you know that in the end there is only you and yourself whom you can depend on. but i choose to believe that we can always be there for one another. truly so.
maybe the environment, or people, or situations just dont fall in place nicely.
maybe moods and attitudes just take a good swing elsewhere sometimes.
maybe we just miss one another too damn much.
in the end, i hope that what began, lasted and endured will always be that sweet true love that we share. taking away all actions, compellations, responsibilities, let us just remember the fact that we truly love and need one another, for the rest of our lives.

maybe we can share some resolutions for this year of 2014. since it isnt really turning out as well as predicted yet. I do believe it will only get better (:

let us believe in one another more
let us love one another more
let us compromise more
let us trust in one another more
let us understand one another better
let us face adversity together better
let us overcome challenges together better

let us just walk hand in hand, down any path, and knowing only one thing, that this hand is the one i want to hold forever, no matter what the path may be, no matter where it may lead.
let us just hold one another in embrace, and knowing only one thing, that this is how i want to feel, loved, by this person, the one, the only, forever and ever.
let us just look into one another's eyes, and see ourselves in there, and knowing only one thing, that this is the person that i want to give happiness to, to the best of my ability, and til the end of time.

Maybe sometimes, we can be less cryptic, we can be more direct.
I know that i have things i want to do with my life. the responsibilities i have with studies, with work, or with family. but i just need you to know 1 thing, even if it might not seem much to you, i just need you to believe me, that you are the most important person in my life and I am trying so so hard to keep that balance. I want to treasure you, to hold you, to care for you, to love you.
I am doing everything i can for our future.
Just know that i am trying my best.
please.
just know that i love you so much. I can do anything for you.
please be my strength, my support, and the one i can trust, to always be there for me.

I will try my best to be at my 100%, but do not mock me when i am down, do not call me weak when i reveal my vulnerabilities. for we only deserve one another at our best if we can love one another at our worst.

14th month coming, and it will be our 2nd Valentine's day soon too, on the 14th of (2)February.
I'll take that as a good sign (:

I love you, MonMon. More than you can ever imagine.
One day, you will realise that.
One day, you will know that what you believe in has all come true.

Til then, love me, with all you that you can muster, with all that you can give.
Thank you (:

Love,
YetYet